... to Shinsou
, the private website
made by Ayumi Andou, Shinya Kisharu, Waru, Reak Torkern, Nophretete, Neutrine or Realvorname Realnachname. No matter under which of these names you know me, here on this website I mostly call myself Shinya
to counteract the chaos. Have fun browsing!
With todays Patch Shinsou is at Version 6.0.3
These things are new: Blog Posts older than 5 Years disappear from the main Navi and go to the subcategory Prehistoric
. Non-vegan foods deleted from Cooking
New Or Popular Things
I try to make everything as right as possible, no matter what other people say. It has to be right in my opinion
. If anything dont feel right I simply dont do it. There is absolutely no reason, to do things others want you to do, when you are not happy with it.
Based on this way of thinking I cancelled my old Job in L and moved to the OPN. I'm still not going to make my driver's licence even tough my aunt would completely pay for it. And I decided to be vegan, and to just dont care anymore if others like it or not. Most people dont like it.
Step by step I try to build up a life which is perfect for me.
For a long time I was too afraid of doing that, I didn't want to loose friends and to drift apart from my family even more then I already did. But when you watch it from a neutral point of viewing, it makes no difference if you loose some friends and be unhappy about that, or if you do things you not really want to do and be unhappy about that. The good thing about the loosing friends fact, is that you may find other friends. Friends that fit better into your new life.
Listen to your inner Voice and don't be afraid of what it tells you. Because it is you